Smokey Quartz 2:

Have you ever contemplated suicide?

Hell yah! Very seriously, however, every time I have contemplated it -- no matter how much I'm hating life -- there is some obstacle that I am not willing to compromise. When I was younger, the pain of it was enough to put me off. These days, I feel the effect it would have on my loved one's lives. My mother and father would be ruined. My true love would never forgive me.

So, ultimately, I recognize it is simply not an option. One way or the other, I chose life, and so I must choose life.